It used to be, that the major discrimination was against different races, or sexes. Which is in my opinion, the farthest thing from what is right. I really do not believe in being racist. Today I was discriminated against. Not because of my white skin, nor because I am a woman. But because I am overweight. How sad it is to judge a person off what they look like. It is not fair. But it is how many people judge. So what if I am not the skinniest girl in the room! God made us all different. But it disheartening that you cannot be socially accepted unless you meet the status quo of beauty...it is good that I have friends that serve as constant reminders that not all people judge on the same level, otherwise this world would be a colder place than it already is, and I just might be the most bitter woman you have met...It keeps me staying me and changes my opinion that not everyone is the same.
Do you honestly think it is easy being over weight? Do you really think we enjoy it and are comfortable? I think not! We struggle to find cute, flattering clothing that actually fits...we rarely get asked on dates, if ever. We are more aware of our bodies than you think. People think were "lazy" and that all we do is eat. They think that we have no feelings at all-which is far from the truth, if not, more than others, we are raw to our core, that is why we cover ourselves from the world. People think we are a show to watch: "hey lets see if we can get so and so over there to do tricks for us if we provide treats!" They humor themselves by indulging in what they think is funny, while in reality is the exact opposite. They think that their stone can get better, sharper, shinier, whatever else that makes a stone pretty, if they rub off other people, no matter what the cost or consequences of their actions result in. I have heard a quote "How you judge others is how you judge yourself..." Think on that.
Did you know that fat is a way of protecting the body? Think about it, if a person is hurting, what do they turn to (generally) for comfort, for the way-y deep down comfort? Food. Food doesn't judge you, food accepts you. It is a way to hide.
Just because your form is thinner than mine, will never automatically make you a better person than me. I have some accomplishments in my life, and I have gone through more in my life by the age of 18, than what most men go through in their whole life time.
Quite honestly, this was the push I needed, unfortunately not the awaking I had in mind. But in all honesty I would rather be dead than live the way I do...physically. I have been slowly feeding myself to death. Although now, I am changing, but it is hard. My body is resisting the change, but I do not need my shell of protection anymore, my body must realize this.
I have always seen myself at this weight, even when I was skinny...my vision became my future. I would rather be dead than in this unfit body, luckily I am trying to perfect my life, so when I die, I don't have to try 2 times harder up there.
Why judge off a persons "too big ears"? Or their skin color? Or the dress size they wear? What does that really prove? That your shallow. You cannot measure a persons heart by what the smallest dress size they can fit into.
Let us take a longer look inside of ourselves, and stop judging others. God put us on this earth together to make each other better people, not to shun, make fun of at others expense, exclude, or discriminate against. If you think your that good then ponder this: "Why did God put me here on this earth, with the 8 other billion people that occupy it, rather than giving me my own planet where I could live the life I live with the perfect people like me?"
Because if you were that much more special than us, I am sure you would be king of your own planet. And on judgement day, how embarrassing is it going to be when Christ asks you "so...why did you think you were good enough to take my job?"
Who gave who the right to define beauty?
Do you honestly think it is easy being over weight? Do you really think we enjoy it and are comfortable? I think not! We struggle to find cute, flattering clothing that actually fits...we rarely get asked on dates, if ever. We are more aware of our bodies than you think. People think were "lazy" and that all we do is eat. They think that we have no feelings at all-which is far from the truth, if not, more than others, we are raw to our core, that is why we cover ourselves from the world. People think we are a show to watch: "hey lets see if we can get so and so over there to do tricks for us if we provide treats!" They humor themselves by indulging in what they think is funny, while in reality is the exact opposite. They think that their stone can get better, sharper, shinier, whatever else that makes a stone pretty, if they rub off other people, no matter what the cost or consequences of their actions result in. I have heard a quote "How you judge others is how you judge yourself..." Think on that.
Did you know that fat is a way of protecting the body? Think about it, if a person is hurting, what do they turn to (generally) for comfort, for the way-y deep down comfort? Food. Food doesn't judge you, food accepts you. It is a way to hide.
Just because your form is thinner than mine, will never automatically make you a better person than me. I have some accomplishments in my life, and I have gone through more in my life by the age of 18, than what most men go through in their whole life time.
Quite honestly, this was the push I needed, unfortunately not the awaking I had in mind. But in all honesty I would rather be dead than live the way I do...physically. I have been slowly feeding myself to death. Although now, I am changing, but it is hard. My body is resisting the change, but I do not need my shell of protection anymore, my body must realize this.
I have always seen myself at this weight, even when I was skinny...my vision became my future. I would rather be dead than in this unfit body, luckily I am trying to perfect my life, so when I die, I don't have to try 2 times harder up there.
Why judge off a persons "too big ears"? Or their skin color? Or the dress size they wear? What does that really prove? That your shallow. You cannot measure a persons heart by what the smallest dress size they can fit into.
Let us take a longer look inside of ourselves, and stop judging others. God put us on this earth together to make each other better people, not to shun, make fun of at others expense, exclude, or discriminate against. If you think your that good then ponder this: "Why did God put me here on this earth, with the 8 other billion people that occupy it, rather than giving me my own planet where I could live the life I live with the perfect people like me?"
Because if you were that much more special than us, I am sure you would be king of your own planet. And on judgement day, how embarrassing is it going to be when Christ asks you "so...why did you think you were good enough to take my job?"
Who gave who the right to define beauty?
It is pitiful that man judges off a persons imperfections...
1 comment:
you are beautiful in every aspect my dear. Remember you're divinity. I love you- as does God. Stay strong- you are lovely.
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