out of the 8 billion people here on this earth, 1 still matters...

Too many times I feel inferior, insignificant. There are many other people who could fill my shoes, I am not "that special". Thoughts like these fill my head on the days I would rather forget and never relive through my memory. Why is it that we cant find the good in us? I mean there is much more good than bad I am sure...I maybe naive, but I like to believe that people are good.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our
deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our
darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a
child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing
enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the
glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission
to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence
automatically liberates others.” ~Marianne Williamson

"There is not enough darkness in all the world to put
out the light of even one small candle." ~Robert Alden

These are 2 of my most favorite quotes...although I have hundreds of thousands of quotes. Just love em!

Getting back on topic, its days like today, when I am thinking clearly and rationally, when I am reminded of my purpose here. I am special. And so is every person on this earth. A persons worth is incalculable, it can never diminish nor grow-it is infinite, like Gods love. I don't see how you do the math, and still think that God doesn't love you, in ultimate gift, his love. His life. Don't neglect nor ignore his gift.

I have been saving all my thoughts...and here is where I will put them into words from my heart, on a page, viewed by many, seen by few, understood by less. Something is in the making here, just watch, I am not worrying about my timing, I want to get it right this time, so bear with me. Soon my life will unfold on these pages, and many others...I am Gods master piece in the making...remember you are too...God gives second [and third and forth and fifth and so on...] chances because sometimes we just weren't ready for the first...